I think...

That things are starting to get better :) the one little thing that leads me to believe this is because today he texted me while I was babysitting to see if I had $20, which of course I would give to him & I was happy that he actually asked me. Then later he said that he wanted me to hold onto his money..so that he does not spend it. I was NOT expecting that at all! I was thinking like woahhhhh! I was excited..something so little gave me insight that things are going to get better, if not already starting to get better. Kelly means the world to me & i'm trying so hard to do anything he wants & I hope he sees that and appreciates it/me! I love him so much. And all I want to do is go grab him and jump on him and give him this huge hug and kiss and tell him how much I love him ;) I just want everything to go back to how they were. I'm tired of laying in my bed all day and crying. I can't wait until I get to be with him once again :)